Saturday, April 20, 2019

Good Friday

Good Friday

Serenely starts a grave ceremony,
As a woman in white, she’s called a LEM,
  Singly processes with the solemn Cross,
The product of rude New England woodcraft

Cut saplings, one six foot, the other four,
Short over long, and a third the way down
  Are bound together arms to the body 
With hemp twine wound tight, kinda’ Girl Scout-y

The LEM bows as to one who is adored,
Then she lays the cross on the Chancel floor,
  While one by one we all pace up to kneel,
A solemn reverence to our Holy Lord

Invited to touch it, hold it, raise it,
Some just gave at it and are ponderous,
  Mindful of it’s Holy consecration
Transmogrified embodiment, and wood

My turn, I kneel, and with my callused hands
How like a Simon of Cyrene I lift,
  Glad to take its weight off, for a moment
Mindful of whose weight it was, who bore it

As I whispered there a silent prayer,
“Might I share too the sacrifice you bare,
   Might I share too the heavy load you bore,
And bare with thee the burdens of our Lord” 

Looking up brought the great revelation
This simple cross was no benign token,
  But the brand of Roman tyranny, fear,
The grievous tool of mighty oppression

It was the burning stake of the martyrs,
It was the noose and tree for the Negro,
  The the electric chair to the false accused,
The smoking camps of the Holocaust’ wrath

Unable to bear its burgeoning weight
I was forced down by its boot on my neck,
  Pressed upon my back, squeezing my own soul
Usurping my will, denying me breathe

I saw Mother, Friends, helplessly watching,
None could move and neither I, all was lost,
  As the wires of twine tied me to its spars,
And rose me to a height beyond all hope

The sky was sparkling for the lack of air,
A gold mist, deaths’ million shimmering lights, 
  As a voice from the skylights above spoke;
“My Son, will you be martyred by faggots?”

Which revived me with a wondrous inhale,
My arms I pulled against the wooden cross bar
  My back pressed against the unyielding post
As a snapping thunder rent through the Earth

The cross of oppression there was routed
Its arms broke off its back had splintered
  The poles remaining I broke on my knee
And with this God set all His people free

I broke the Ritual that placed the Ritual above the Faith
I broke The Word that said no new Word could be The Word
I broke the Faith that this Faith is mine and that Faith yours
I broke the Law that made the Law above our Love
I broke the Truth that made abuse of Truth our Politic
I broke the Chain that Chains us to Death in servitude
I broke the Contract that Contracts us all to usury
I broke the Lease that Leases us back this Earth, our own
I broke the Conscience that could not Conscience this being done
I broke the False Cross that absolved our obligation,
  to our neighbors, our brothers, our sisters, our parents and our children,
I broke it all because He broke it all
And I broke it all, because,
  I Love You


Tuesday, April 16, 2019

Under the Access Ramp

Under the Access Ramp

Cane, step step cane, step step cane,
Around the front from in back he walks,
  His left foot matching the right, his left foot never ahead

He hobbles with a metal cane, grip handled,
Quad balanced on four black rubber knobs,
  It’s January and he wears a tweed vest with shirtsleeves under

Walking to the access ramp, the ramp that leads to the handicap door,
Where under he’s hidden trash bags full of clothes,
  Underwear, summer shirts, second hand, worn

Watching him paw through his bags, I fear I’ll catch ‘something,’
The sight of him and his life – rank wretched untouchable,
  Gasping weak – I’m losing breathe, I turn away

I have two coats but dare not give him one,
Have food for giving from last night,
  Yet resentment prevents my offering

Cane, step step cane, step step cane,
On the walk around back again from the front
  I pass him, we walking the same path,
as “Nice Sun,” he says,

I swallow, “Good day”

Untouchable and charity, two thoughts
Unconscionable,
  Immiscible to mind

I’m sorry
I’m scared



Monday, April 15, 2019

The Plumber

The Plumber

It’s the sound of water
Hushing through the loose float valve,
  That balloon arm that moves up and down
And regulates the water,
  That’s what it is that makes that sound

Something ‘bout the flapper stop can’t keep the seal locked,
Water leaks through, when low enough, refills by the ballcock

He climbs now up top of the tank
I’ve seen him bend down and jiggle the handle
  Some days he doesn’t seem so concerned
They say a cat will jump up on a hot stove once
  But of a noisy toilet he’ll never learn

I wonder if he thinks it’s mice holed in the porcelain
What goes on in that small cat brain is nothing of I’m certain

Certainly he’ll never figure it out
Now he’s standing on the toilet seat
  A few times he’s fell in and slipped
Carpeting under his feet
  Would give him better grip

It wouldn’t cost too much to buy and put in a new flapper
But certainly it’s much more fun him staring at the crapper





Sunday, April 14, 2019

Bleary Garden Ode

Bleary Garden Ode

Something there is sleepy
About a weekend in April,
  Tall trees persist unleaved,
Faces remain pale beyond belief
Eyes squinting in the garden sun
  While pondering one’s lost sunglasses

Winter habituates weekends at rest,
Now little chores come most tiresome,
  Though not for the novelty of turning loam, or
Seeing Robins on the verge
Watching one’s worm brown hillocks grow,
  While they tenuous scratch at past Fall’s leaves

The last chore checked off
As a new list forms in the mind,
  Next weekend’s, unwritten,
While the legs dopey for lack of winter use
Plod over to a porch chair, where,
  The doze comes on with a sip of cold coffee
 
Pollen?
Up early?
    Catching-up the work week?

No, the cause is simple,
  It’s Spring