When Stars Go Out
Whither the faerie fireflies,
Glowing only in a summer’s memory,
Extirpated by lawn treatments laid down too hard,
Leaving only this squid-ink gloom in our back suburban yards
Except, sometimes - is that a bright blink, in the brush?
Must be a trick of the light, an optic nerve that twitched,
A stray reflection in the glasses I never had glare protected,
For a second look shows all is dearth and dark again in the dusk-night’s absent light,
While city street lights obscure the glow of evening stars
Making them too as seeming put out,
And no - that was a plane behind night trees,
With landing lights descending on a breeze,
Now that Rachel Carson’s silent spring
Has become our millenial summer stillness
Yet again, like steel on a flint, they are the sparks that light my memory,
So long ago …
… A July 4th weekend,
Our parents had brought us to our Great Uncle’s cabin,
On Chebeague Island, Maine,
His old butterfly collection upstairs,
Pins through their hearts, flying under glass,
A white boxer slipping a brown one the Ace of Spades between his toes,
Dogs playing poker in a picture frame,
With oil lamps and antique things,
Humid night memories too many to recall
When our Mother pointed out “Kids, look at the fireflies!”
As she waived us outdoors into the clear night yard
Where the Milky Way spilled down before the tree-line, upon the ground,
A blinking neon glow lamp mist in which we gleeful ran around,
Next Mom brought out something from the kitchen,
One for each of us, and then
We chased the flies about with mason jars,
Clamping them under the lids,
My older brother discovering he could catch some by hand,
Four hyperacive kids spellcasting with magic hurricane lamps
Next morning we came down and discovered
She had let them go,
“Mom! Why did you put the fireflies out?”
“Because it’s morning, and when the sun comes up,
That’s when all stars always go out”