Monday, October 30, 2017

Nihon Gaki No Halloween

Nihon Gaki No Halloween
  ( にほん がき おf はっぉうぇえん)

Japanese Gaki know Halloween,
The night we give, in ritual,
  Food for hungry ghosts

Gaki haunt, unheard, unseen,
Skinny arms, needle necks,
Breath that smells of rot, or turd,
Thank God they can’t be seen or heard,
  Yet they are there

So hungry, they cannot eat,
Food burns - hot flames - leap in their mouths,
So thirsty, they cannot drink,
Tiny throats to narrow even to let drip,
  Their pain is real

Building good karma,
  We can help,
The Buddha made one magic act,
  By his generosity,
We shall give them ritual leftovers,
  Thanksgiving seconds,
  Christmas dinner on boxing day,
  Communion wafers after mass
 
Our children will dress up and play,
Go tricks or treats at dusk today,
For the Gaki’ sake we feed them too,
Tonight, adorable childhood mayhem
 
And when that’s done,
After midnight,
  When the last horror movie’s run,
We think of you,
  So tragic the death,
  The horrible injustice,
  Endless roaming without rest

And Halloween is a ritual feast,
Look, I’ve some leftover treats!
  For all the good that it can do,
With prayers and hopes, this ritual food,
  I place out on the stoop for you

Friday, October 27, 2017

Foilage

Foilage


It starts a far off buzz,
  Louder than any hive or wasp nest,
Yesterday it was down the road,
  Sounds today as it comes from up

It isn’t something we need fear, 
  It‘s a normal noise this time of year,
It’s an orange box pulled by a truck,
  The city sends to take loose leaves

Oh, but first you gotta pronounce it properly,
Here in New England, its called foilage,
  Not foliage, ‘cause
"Guy, you sound like you ah really quee-a,
  Learn how to tawk like yer from hee-a"

I have a poet writer’s physique,
  (Meaning raking leaves takes me two weeks)
And once I’ve brought all to the curb,
  The wind blows more in, “Just Su-perb!”

Now the truck comes humming down our road,
  Shit! This last tarp load - to the street!

Wearing ear protectors big as headphones
  He yells at me,
“You know, we won’t back by again this year!”
  So I yell back over the unholy orange din,
“I know, (between breaths)
  That’s why, (between breaths)
  I’m dragging these here!”

I watch as his elephantine hose sucks,
  In but a few short moments, up
My weeks of work,
  Into this voracious orange box

Great! Now I have to stuff all the rest in tall leaf bags!

Our cat reclines on his sunny porch chair,
  His new coat repels the cool the autumn air,
He deigns to watch me as I rake,
  Gold headlight eyes, so brightly wide, he stares,
My autumn leaves? He does not care,
  He licks his butt, that he rakes clean

Wednesday, October 25, 2017

Amateur Poets

Amateur Poets


Time came I’d writ about a dozen poems,
Some comical, some dire tomes,
And I thought they’d want to publish me,
If even only just for free

So I showed my poems to
A writing group friend,
  Named Owen, who said,

“I could help submit them for you,
   I know some people,
 I’ve been at it longer than you,
 I know a few things about this”

I’d thought he’d give a friend’s review,
I hadn’t thought this’d be what he’d do,
I thought about it for a sec,
  Then hedged and took my poems back

“Well, there certainly are better agents out there
   Than me, but will they take you?
 That’s the thing, poets, agents, publishers,
 They’re known conveniently not to have
   A lot of extra time, when asked”

So I sent my poems to magazines,
Waited some weeks, what will be seen?
  I collected rejection letters,
Compared to my work, each written better,
  Nice, but no

So I took my poems back to Owen,

“Naw, I don’t have time for this”   

Monday, October 23, 2017

Qui Gong

Qui Gong


I can see why cat likes his porch chair twilight,
The moon has painted his whiskers silver,
  And above the tenor crickets
The wind makes wind chimes rhyme in time
  With the purpling evening breeze

  Qui Gong,
  Qui Gong – ley
       
So we sit and open mind
  Not contemplating koan,
Waiting while star-lit wind marks time,
Waiting on the wind, our doan

  Qui Gong,
  Qui Gong – ley

Sunday, October 22, 2017

Two Poems of Love and Trees

Lovers Leaves

Upon the moss one leaf
  Seemed split in two

You can see the spines,
  The top leaves

Was two, both curved over,
  Warm oak taco shells

Once cleaved as one,
  Both stems

Still one at the twig,
  Holding hands in the branch

Two fallen leaves,
  A gap to see

So seems my sleeping love
  To me


Naked Elm 

In a distraction, 
  The elm lets fly her yellow leaves. 
Each burst of chaff to draw my eye away
  From her nakedness

Though it only leaves her more so, 
  This dance of the veils to maintain her innocence, 
How coy she is, a mistress, to undress so before
  The chapped raw winds of winter’s lust 

My Girl and I, we add on blankets, 
  Then den ourselves as bears do in a cave, 
Sharing lover’s loins before only God, 
  Who Himself has promised not to peek, 
And nightly visits welcome from 
  Our own warm pussy-cat

But the elm, she stands out, naked, 
  All her innocent leaves taken,
Over frigid months, her apetalous buds blue, shaken,
  Until warming spring winds return, 
    And staminate

Friday, October 20, 2017

Scene Unseen with Magazine

Scene Unseen with Magazine
 
(a poem of living with MS)


Her hand holds up her magazine,
  Its page turned back along its seam,
Her eyes focus upon a line,
  Which sends her back to sleep in time,
Her magazine falls on her face,
  She wakes and re-reads the same place

Dialogue;
  “I want to hold your hand,”
  “Your warm paw,”
Thinking;
  “Heal woman, heal”

She reads she says to fall asleep,
Though what she reads won’t let her keep
  resting,
    so it falls,
      and then,
She wakes to read once more again 

Dialogue:
  “What time is it?”
  “Quarter after, thirteen,”
  “I should get up”

Her hand holds up her magazine,
  Its page turned back along its seam,
Her eyes focus upon a line,
  Which sends her back to sleep in time,
Her magazine falls on her face,
  She wakes and re-reads the same place



Thursday, October 19, 2017

Indian Summer at the Mown Lawn Arcade

Indian Summer at the Mown Lawn Arcade

Since we’ve mown the lawn,
  Last ‘back ‘n sides’ before the leaves,
Brown tails are seen
  -  dash scurry -  ‘cross the green

One running from stump to drain,
Another zipping opposite,
  Ten yards on but much the same

Our neighbor’s tomatoes have taken a wilt,
Season’s frost brought that result

Watching the tails, I feel I’m at a Harvest Carnival,
  -  the shooting gallery –
Perhaps if I pop some off with a BB gun,
  The barker will give my girl a pink elephant

But seventy degrees today,
  (and I’ve got no gun)
Let chipmunks hoard acorns away

A red tail hawk I've also seen,
  No doubt his eyes too spy the scene,
This time last year he’d caught them all,
   Must not be too hungry this fall

Saturday, October 14, 2017

Owed to a Step Cat

Owed to a Step Cat


I’d wanted on this day to feel grateful,
  When you, the cat her ex gave to my wife, died,
Living with you was antithetical,
  Like her having lunch with him every second Tuesday, or
I didn’t know where she was at night,
  Although she didn’t

But I couldn’t,
  You being such a sociable cat,
I’d tell you something nice, you purred,
  Or not nice, I’d tell you,

“Hey, the litter box is a foot to the left…”
  Purr pup-purrr,
“See my foot? What is that?“
  ‘Meow,’
“Oh, it’s ‘meow’, and how did it get there?”
  ‘Meow,’
“So, it’s ‘meow’, and it got there by ‘meow,’”
  Purr pup-purrr,
Who can stay angry?

And it wasn’t your fault,
  You had no more choice in the matter
Of who chose you, and
  Whom he chose to give you to,
Than I did when you came along
  With her CD’s and her furniture,
And, like the old shoe lace I dangled for play,
  You tied us together

Such as nights it was she was away,
  On business trips and I knew where,
It was you who she left to care for me,
  Her warmth redolent in your fur,
When she’d return, I could not mind,
  She’d pet you first, then me, in kind

I owe you,
  No more ‘Meow,’ no more purr?
You look to be sleeping,
  I wish you were, 
Good night, step cat,
  Good bye is far too final

Friday, October 13, 2017

The Name Of this Poem Is 8^P

The Name Of this Poem Is 8^P


Cindy Sally Mary Lou,
Walking on the road with you,
Throw a stick and off you go,
Bring it back covered in snow.

Walking out in Pound Ridge Woods,
Exercise fresh air is good,
German shorthairs tails are docked,
Leave a poopie on a rock

When you got tired or it rained,
You’d run off, always the same,
Leave me to walk home alone,
You warm and dry when I got home

That's loyalty for you
  8^P


(photo credit: ('borrowed' from) Daniel Parkoff)

PS : 8^P is an emoticon. Look at it sideways.
It means I wear glasses and I stick my tongue out at you.
It is properly pronounced (raspberry) Ppppfft!




Thursday, October 12, 2017

Your Blue Bike

Your Blue Bike

I thought you’d like to know
I loved to ride on your blue bike,

Both tires on mine blew,
  What then was I to do?
When I remembered you
  Left your bike in our basement

I loved to ride on your blue bike
I thought you’d like to know,

I went down the basement,
  Wiped off the dust and spider webs
Brought it up the wooden steps,
  Banging the metal storm doors

It had a lowered top tube,
  Welded to the seat tube just above the pedals,
It was a girl’s bike,
  You were a girl

I thought you’d like to know,
I loved to ride on your blue bike

Giving it a low center of gravity,
  I could ride it with my arms
Before me, embracing like a lover,
  Or folded on my chest, behind my head,
A country road twist I only had to lean in,
  And up straight again after the turn
 
Look, no hands!

I loved to ride on your blue bike
I thought you’d like to know,

I rode your bike all over, 
  To work, to the horse tracks,
Summer nights, August days,
  Back and forth and any way,
I rode your blue bike
  All summer long,
I could ride your blue bike anytime,
  Would you like, I’d ride your bike all blue again

I thought you’d like to know
I loved the ride on your blue bike

Wednesday, October 11, 2017

The Man On Radio Row

The Man On Radio Row


Christmas Eve, Nineteen-Sixty Eight, Dad said

“There’re going to knock those buildings into sticks,” 

We saw from his Vesey Street office view,
Wrecking Ball Dinosaurs smash Radio Row

A shame, you could get anything you need, 
  Tubes for TV’s not produced anymore,”

He bought a clockwork electric timer,
Housed it in three ply-wood and plexi-glass,

“That Old Man could find you anything there, 
  Last time I saw him he held up a sign, 
  Read, ‘Save Radio Row, No Twin Towers Here,’
  I guess that’s progress, the way things go,” 

New York City tore down that part of town 

-

Dad narrated the summers of our lives
While showing guests our family picture slides,
When we came to those three slides, those taken 
From that same window, of Radio Row,
Leveled, streets remained, gray herring bone blocks,

“I took these last spring, right out my office,
 They’ve already begun digging the pits
 For the World Trade Center, the PATH station,
 It’s going to be big, but it’s a shame, 
 An Old Guy, could find anything you want, 
 Electronics, tubes, contact cleaner, stuff
 That’s all gone now, that’s all gone, that’s progress,
 If they keep digging, they’ll find, smack dab there,
 Remains of Dutch New Amsterdam, right there,”

-

Work moved Dad uptown as the towers went up,
His plywood clock got passed along to me,
I plugged my record player in, queued up
Beatles songs to wake me at 6am

You know my Mother died in ‘79

Dad’s homemade alarm clock lasted until
My College Senior year – poof – ‘83,
It finally broke, buzzed it’s last, and died, 
While mourning I recalled my Dad talking;

 “He could find you anything, I went down, 
   He had a barrel of clockparts,  just out, 
   He told me how to wire it up, easy, 
   That guy he’s gone now, that’s progress for you,” 

His legacy’s gone too, Rest In Pieces

-

After the old clock died Dad ran down too,
He met his widow girlfriend, retired,
Moved in with her, and in his seventies,
He caught Alzheimers, it was she told me,

“The last few years, he’s been telling stories, 
  Rambling, I don’t know what he means sometimes,
  We went to the doctor, they ran some tests,”

All this explained a lot over past years,
I asked her questions about how they lived,
Hers had been his home since my mother died,
He knew where he was here, she loved him too, 

“No, taking him out of our home? Not yet,
  He listens to me, I can handle him,” 

Adding,

  “You should know, it’s just all so sad,”

-

I recall my Dad’s stories from those years,
As a kid, he took horse-riding lessons,
The horse farm close by Idlewild field,
Where men flew experimental airplanes,
It’s now part of the JFK airport,

“And the horse knew the way home when we’re lost,” 

Being a Marine, on night guard duty,

“They would make a pot of strong black coffee,
  They’d come out, I learned to love black coffee,”

And there was the day he got sinus pills,
During the New York City garbage strike,

“First time in years, I could smell the garbage!”

Also, snippets from the radio store,

“In the back, he could find you anything,”

-

Spring ’02 and they went to Ground Zero,
The building he once worked in had survived,
The window we once looked out, once blown in,
They and another couple walked the ramp,
Down into that pit of great tragedy,
Down with the Dutch of old New Amsterdam,
She told me later,

     “It’s sad, your Father,
  The Verizon Building across the street, 
  The World Trade Center and 9/11,
  He had no idea where he was, poor thing, 
  No one knew what he was talking about,” 

Behind her, him mumbling, now as normal

On my lunch, in the back, he’d be quick back,
  It was wonderful, that’s progress for you,” 

Monday, October 9, 2017

Cat Bowling

Cat Bowling


When he was young and before he got fat,
We’d play a game, both me and my cat,
  Good times gone by, when we would play

I’d stand empty beer cans in a triangle,
Up on each others shoulders, like stunt water skiers, 
Didn’t matter how many,  ten was best,
  No matter

For a laser light, he’d crouch, wiggle and pounce,
And I’d lead him in circles ‘round the room,
Him stamping at the light beam like a manic buffoon,
  Then I’d lead him on the hallway alley down,
And Clunks!
  Empty beer cans all around!

But I could never coax him to make the split spare

Now he’s grown big, he’s 16 lbs!
No beer can alley, he won’t run down,
I think he’s figured I wasn’t laughing with him, but…
  No matter

He now likes to stand on my lap,
And lick my nose when I scratch his butt,
I guess he’s settled the score with that,
  That’s our new game now, me and my cat




Three Ladybugs’ Rondelet

Three Ladybugs’  Rondelet


Three Ladybugs’ in spring,
  Crawling from their winter tombs,
Three Ladybugs in Spring,
  With laughter in the new year sing,
Green flowers sprouting, new bright blooms,
  Anticipating summer soon.
    Three Ladybugs’ in Spring,

Three Ladybugs’ in summer,
  Host the season’s garden party,
Three Ladybugs’ in summer,
  Making friends with small newcomers,
Invitations for aphids, green and hearty,
  Dance with then dine on their conterparty,
    Three Ladybugs’ in summer,

Three Ladybugs’ in fall,
  Once they’ve thrown their last cotillion,
Three Ladybugs’ in fall,
  As Nature casts its autumn pall
They dig a hole, all pile in,
  Until Spring Sun returns again,
    Three Ladybugs’ in fall




Sweatshirts in October

Sweatshirts in October


Moon at quarter noon,
  Hallowed behind gray clouds

Mist rain,
  Droplets walking to the drains

There was to be a conference,
  About what’s not been referenced,
That I bet was likely some offense,
  To be made now known was in defense

Yet here,
  Love, You Bring a Surprise!

Two cups ‘a steaming ginger tea,
  Dispels all cloudy dread!
At least it’s sunny somewhere, now,
  If only in our heads



Thursday, October 5, 2017

American Neighbors

American Neighbors

You are not required to like me,
  You are not obliged to thank me,
But you are encouraged, God bless the right,
  That you might, the least, requite me

I am the boy in the girls room stall,
Asking that I might be loved,
  Though I may never bear a womb

I am the latin in your school home room,
Only asking ‘me dejas aprender,’
  Not fearing deportation soon

I am the woman with my wife,
The man who’s husband bears your strife,
  Whom you lie tactfully to your kids about

I am the black who’s your new boss,
I’m the woman whom you sit across from,
  How is it you make more than me?

Perhaps I’m odd, not in your style,
Yet must you set you set my bar so high,
   To keep me broke, awaiting trial?

Your ancestors, once too were new,
Though proud, were told, need not apply,
   When were they white-washed clean for you?

We’re in the house abuts your land,
  We whom you use to fear and mock,
If should you need a neighbor’s hand, 
  Would you want my door also be locked?



Tuesday, October 3, 2017

The Church Yard Round Around

The Church Yard Round Around

Aggression is the easy vibe
When homeless camp on the parish lawn,
How can compassion be applied?

One keeps his bags by the drain pipe,
They come and go but they’re never gone,
Aggression is the easy vibe

The shelters wake them after five,
Quick showers then they must be gone,
How can compassion be applied?

Five vodka bottles I found hid,
Ah needle too, five inches long,
Aggression is the easy vibe

No loitering signs have arrived,
Now police can move them on,
How can compassion be applied?

My children ask when we drive by,
These people make the church their home?
Aggression is the easy vibe

I want to help but more arrive,
It torments me deep in my bones,
How can compassion be applied?

He wandered with a homeless tribe,
Who would drive off an orphaned lamb?
Aggression is the easy vibe,
How can compassion be applied?